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I was actually going to go a phobia school for this, cos apparently it helped my sister's friend who has the exact same problem... But they dont have any classes  Or at least they didnt when I had time. Now Chris is coming, so I wont have time for em at all.
But yea... My sister enjoys taking me to parties and out clubbing. But to be honest, I really dread them. Sometimes I end up all alone, amongst all these people, stressing out because I don't know what to do. Meanwhile my sister is having fun conversations with all of them. She sometimes forgets about me, but she doesnt mean to. |
Sometimes I see people going out for a big night and feel jealous. It happens fairly often, because I live near a big clubbing/bar precinct. Then I remember how much I hate that sort of thing; I get bored sitting at bars and clubs and only end up hanging out with people I already know. I'm way too shy to introduce myself to strangers and not near slutty-looking enough for people to come and introduce themselves to me.
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