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Anyway, of real phobias, I think I have an annoying case of social phobia. The doctor at least seemed to confirm this. But he's a shitty doctor too.
Anyway this is also why I might get weird sometimes. I get extremely paranoid, thinking that everyone hates me and is out to get me.
When I'm around many people I usually clamp up, and if nothing happened, i start to feel hyper ventilation and sweat coming up. But before anything happens, I usually go away or go to the bathroom. Just somewhere I can be alone.
The thing that's killing me the most is probably the paranoia. I know it's irrational, but sometimes it wins me over and makes me think everyone truly hates me and wants to hurt me. Or that they just pretend to be nice to my face and then conspire against me when I'm not looking.
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This sounds remarkably like me. I dont hyperventilate or sweat though. I tend just to bugger off.
I'm slowly getting better under my own influence, but it rather fucked up my high school and college years.
Other than that I dont think I have any phobias. I hate needles but I don't have a full phobia of them or anything. I'd just really rather not be injected.