Except that isn't how it works. Being attracted to the form of a child will not contain itself to mere illustrations. I can see that your insistence that it does shows some effort on your part to contain it so that it will never spill over to watching the real thing. Also, I sympathize with your attraction, as I would never be so foolish as to assume that a person who has an attraction to something could actually control that attraction. But still, seeking out the material, and watching it is not coming to terms with the problem. You are merely exacerbating it.
That shit is foul. It's disgusting, and you would do well to seek therapy to deal with it.
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