stress causes me to get angry and irrational. i get more stressed with machinery than anything else. due to this i have almost electrocuted myself whilst trying to wrench a battery i was trying to replace out of a tractor, almost electrocuted myself again whilst trying to pull the pressure washer plug out of the wall when it started smoking, bent the axle on the telescopic forklift while racing around the yard (stupidly) due to being stressed over time management, the list goes on and gets more bizarre.
only instance i can remember where i raged due to stress and actually did some proper damage, was when i kicked the window out of yet another tractor. the bloody thing didn't have a cold start system, would not start due to this and i was already 2 hours late for milking. i paid for the damage, and rightly so.
so after rereading all that i'll add that stress also makes me incredible stupid.
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