thanx all guys!!!!!!!!! ^__^ (merry x-mas & a happy new year!!!
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ah I know it was too obvious xD
*sigh* this story became a complete mess but I'd rather die trying to write than just cancle something! ...so i upload the next one now that you don't forget it all xD (i suppose you did anyways
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i changed the plot ..a little... well.. i have to rewrite the following chapters, but I only rewrote the next 3 parts so far... part 6 and half of 7 before christmas and part 5 and the other half of part 7 this week... (i was reading FURUBA before <3 so i couldn't write hehe and i watched avatar.. there are no words to describe it ^.^... but 3D does not make a huge difference since you don't pay attention to it after a while... but still i luv i-max cinemas (we went to cinecitta in nürnberg *3* ) i'll write some more about it when i draw some fanart x3) ...ähm back to the topic xD
lets see if it still fits together xD at least my writers block is gone now... thanks to maths... <3 it's so boring that it can cure any kind of writers or art block <3 <3 <3
uhm... remember part 4 ? -
01 got shot and was about to die... (i have not forgotten about it.)
haha and don't mind those names... i couldn't think of any.
aaaaanyways
enjoy
(.... 5 ....)
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I never knew what enduring true loneliness meant, not till the day I became a Slig.
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It’s 23:30pm and I’m waiting in front of a laboratory for my first guarding shift to start.
Nervously I swing my baton and look right and left every 10 seconds.
Time doesn’t want to pass and I feel forgotten and out of place. A moth is fluttering around one of the lights. Dancing through the dust filled air, it makes me wonder where it came from and if I ever will be able to go there as well.
Going back…
I grab my baton and smash the Moth against the wall. –But that didn’t help it either, it already brought back the memories of my past. Its wings twitch slightly as I brush it off.
I slump to the ground next to it, leaning against the cold wall feeling all empty inside.
-Empty and yearning for something that I can never have again.
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Finally a Slig turns up.
I glower at him, my thoughts too dark to hide them.
“Are you the new one?” He asks in a suspicious tone.
“Uhm.. yeah” I roll to my feet hastily.
“Follow me… tonight we have to guard the main gate because Darko and Tyrin got into trouble with the boss again…” He rolls his eyes and lights a cigarette while he walks.
“They are two Big Bro Sligs and so 4 of us have to replace them…”
“Right now it would be a good time to escape… at least better than with the two of them…” I mumble thoughtlessly while we pass by at a sign that says ‘no smoking’.
The Slig grins and looks at me: “You know what? –You talk and behave like a Mud.”
“Wha- no – No! I only… have a really bad day… bad day.” I shake my head.
“My name’s Ed.”
“I’m Sab-… I mean 02.” I gulp.
Ed chuckles and greets a passing by Slig. -Is he already used to meet strange guys like me? Or maybe he just doesn’t care at all…
As we reach the enormous main gate the other two Sligs already patrol in front of it. They give us vicious side glances but neither of them talks to us.
“Don’t mind them… they’re always like that.” Ed murmurs under his breath. “Just don’t get too close to the tired looking one.”
“Why?”
But Ed doesn’t answer or he ignores me –I’m not sure.
“Your guarding post will be up there…” He points to a catwalk in the penumbra above the gate. “…hope you’re not afraid of heights. And give me that.”
He takes the baton from my hand and gives me a sniper rifle. “See you later…”
I look at the rifle in my hands for a moment then I slowly start to climb up the ladder. In the dark I feel even more lost in my thoughts and there is nothing I have to do either. I sit down on the ground leaning at the wall behind me and staring into nothing until I fall asleep eventually.
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hmmmm what did happen before 23:30pm ? -> part 6 will be quite bizarre O.O
to be continued... (next part next week...or so)... if at least one person replies ^^