5am rambling thoughts.
I'll post properly later.
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Ignorance is Bliss. Hey, you look pretty happy.
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Though it solves nothing. :P But maybe sometimes I have to think that way in order to get by. But I accept bad things too. I accept that I'm human, that I'm part of an idiotic species who murders its own kind and spreads terror, destruction and chaos wherever it treads, even on tiny scales. I accept that one day we'll all be killed by our own stupidity. But I guess it's easy to accept considering it all doesn't really affect me directly yet.
There are some things I don't accept. Like the stupidity of the humans immediately around me. Like some stupid rules that we make to try and keep us 'in order'. Like some of the destructive shit we do in the world. It makes me angry and upset, sure, but in the end, what can I do except bitchslap everyone, not acheive anything and get arrested in the process?
I've got a life to lead. You may only live once, who knows? I waste enough time as it is just simply by living my life - There isn't much point in wasting more of my time worrying about stuff I can't change and getting all upset about it. Therefore I don't think about the bad shit much and continue with my life with maybe the hope that one day I'll reach a point where I can change things. It's partly ignorance, I know, but everything'd get me down otherwise. I want that me and the people I care about are happy. I take pleasure in simple things and don't demand a lot from life, and try and keep my impact low in the meantime and not be a problem to others. . . I focus on my love more than my hate, and appreciate all the love I've got around me.
It works for me until other people come along and try and ruin it 'cause they're bastards. Maybe it's good just to let go and relax sometimes, though.
My crappy opinion. :P And half of this is un-related and irellevant. But think about it.
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What I'm trying to say is just let go sometimes. Things are shitty, life gets you down, especailly when shit happened to you in the past. But think about what matters to you. Keep an eye on where you're going in life and where you want to be. Convince yourself that one day you'll be awesome and that things will be better. Take things with a pinch of salt unless they're serious and affect you in a very negative way. In those cases, don't take shit lying down and defend yourself instead of getting rolled over.
We're human. We do this sort of crap with killing each other - It's just in our nature. People are immature and stupid. Stupidity can be delt with however. You CAN make your own path and go your own way, and spit in the face of those who disagree with you. If people aren't open minded toward you then it's not worth dealing with them unless you need to.
What I'm saying probably won't help you at all, but never mind. :P