I dont know, right now im even kind of depresed...... im ussualy only happy when i can help or accomplish things. thats really why im not doing as well in school and usuallyy i dont always want to talk to people. Im actually feeling somewhat better now, a little. I know what it feels like, Im hard on myself then hate me for what I seem like look like or do. I dont share my emotions really, I love things and hate things and I could be described as deceptive i mean i dont really act how i feel all the time. But really just go ahead and talk to people, do happy things. I really like comedy stuff like adam sandler etc..., do things that really you cant ignore. Im really stilll in depression i guess, I took a personality test online and it said i was unstable.... even though i thnk its crap i can thelp but ignore it. I mean just do things you like, things that cheer you up. Try not to just hate who you are, thats what im trying. think of whats good. im kinda jealous of other people, i dont accomplish that many great things, i mean you just got to try harder. Ill talk to you, my aim sn is Majic Man101 but really I know its hard. Dont try to think of what you arent, more like what you have. Just try to do things you used to like, see if it makes you feel better. if you like animals go to the zoo. like thrills go to a theme park. i know its hard but try to ignore it. and im only about 13.
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