To be honest, you're really one of the most mature, sensible little guys I've ever known in some way. You will be a great human being
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And to answer your mention of me telling how your life isn't bad, I will quote Buddha. "You can search throughout the entire universe for someone who is more deserving of your love and affection than you are yourself, and that person is not to be found anywhere. You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe deserve your love and affection."