I'd go and see a doctor. As Nate said, self-diagnosis is the crappest and you're always way-off mark.
It could be your hormones, it could be something medical [like diabetes] or perhaps just that you're not getting enough sleep.
If you are depressed it's all fine, they may give you a course of meds [there are groups of anti-depressants, which are: Selective Serotin Reputake Inhibitors; Monoamine Oxidase Inhibitors; Tricylic AntiDepressants] but most likely they'll give you counselling sessions, techniques on how to keep yourself safe and how to trip yourself out of these moods, and they'll keep an eye on you.
When you get into these bad moods try and think what triggered your feelings. Things like, people who self-harm may get triggered by images of cuts and knives, you will also have a trigger.
I wouldn't be to scared, I'm not trying to make your feelings and problems seem small but you probably aren't depressed. It sounds cliché but if you need a rant I'm only a PM away and I if you don't feel up to going to the doctors I know some websites and such which might help you.
- Rexy
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