[rick the mudarcher]

Thanks Mitsur i'm not sure why but that cheered me up. Infact the biggest reason that this was upsetting was that i did'nt want her to forget about me and spend all her time with that guy cause before i started having feelings for her she was one of my closest friends. But anyways i have now stopped feeling sorry for myself for beings to shy and am now regaining the strength to move on.