Yep totally agree. And that's why I went through hours of trouble, dialling international phone numbers, to get in touch with her dad who keeps his number private. I met the guy to check everything was alright then I took him into work with me for him to see her. The look on her face really gave me a warm feeling. She dosn't know I did it, and I don't want her to because it'd just look like I'm trying to prove something. I did it because I felt she deserved to see her dad.
When she said she felt things for someone else, I was shattered, but it's her opinion and I've always respected that.
I DO want her to be happy over anything else. I would've loved to have a relationship with her, but she'd only be doing it for me and not herself. I agree with you girls and yeh I am a prick, but don't for one second think that it was about sex.
Yes maybe I did do it with her when she was drunk once, but she kept hugging and kissing and so of course I couldn't help it. She said she was fine with it, but I wasn't sure she was, but by that stage it was too late for me to control my thoughts.
Anyway I don't want to talk about that stuff, fact is I know in my heart I'm not the worst possible person she could've been liked by. There are a lot worse out there than me, and I hope so bad she never encounters them
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