First of all I wouldn't say I am an apostate because that is someone who has abandon their religion palitical party or something like that. I would say I am more of an enlighten man who changed his way of belief and how to be Christian properly which doesn't mean abandon. I still believe in God but differently than before. And on the political side I see myself constitutionalist or other words Originalist as oppose to Democrat, and Republican which I am learning how messed up both parties are. Secondly you can say I've changed. Personally I find my peace with God when I do my illustrations. I never got that from church. And I blame part of my past behavior on that.
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