Oh.. crap.
I don't know where to start... T-nex, I sincerely hope that I personally had nothing to do with this decision, but know that I probably did nonetheless. I hope you reconsider and this becomes a temporary leave... Maybe even a bit longer than my "temporary leave" if you need.
Anywho, you're a sweet and trusting person who will be greatly missed. You've always had the best of intentions for the forums, and that's more than any of us can say about ourselves. I'm sorry to see you go and sorry for hurting your feelings at any point. Please drop in and visit from time to time!