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I even consider being an atheist
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Sorry for the brief off topic ... Do you mean, "I think I might be an atheist?" I'm not trying to knock you or anything. I'm just of the opinion that when it comes to religion, you can't
become and athiest, but you can certainly come to the realization that you are an atheist. That only really applies to atheism, though, as not believing any religion is true isn't a religion.
Sorry, I don't know why this bothers me ... I usually don't talk about religion, but that sorta irked me.
Anyhow, back on topic (and hoping that my comment doesn't generate a huge religious argument) ...
Dreaming you're blind could be a sign that you're overlooking something, like a problem or whatever. Dreaming you're deaf ... maybe you're ignoring something? Like, when you block your ears when you're seven and go "La la la la, I'm not listening!" And dreaming you're mute ... hell, maybe there's something you just don't want to talk about.
Chains ... maybe you're letting something hold you down or hold you back. The kneeling sounds to me like you feel inadequate about something, or unsure. Like you're being submissive. Trapped in a pit ... hopeless? Questioning something?
I didn't know what to make of the books, so I looked it up. Used was right to say it means a variety of things. But going with the general tone of the dream so far, it seems that this explanation fits alright: "To see a satanic book in your dream, symbolizes your one-sided way of thinking and looking at things. You are trying to denounce any responsibility in your actions and are putting forth a little effort as possible."
I looked up burial, too. It doesn't say what being buried means, but the closest is "burying a living person," which signifies emotional turmoil.
If all this is accurate, I'm sorry to hear you're having such a rough time.
If all this is bullshit, then hey, it's only dreams. Hope for a lucid one, then you can escape, and maybe get over having the dream again and again.