[oddveteran93]

Ah, excuse me forumers. I forgot to mention it in my welcoming thread, so I'll say it here instead, considering how I behaved earlier.

When I moved to the UK, my behaviour became slightly more eratic than it had been before. I've always been hyper and I suffered from mood swings, but it got a lot worse when my family were forced to move from our home in the Ukraine. My mother and step-mother were very concerned and spent quite a lot of money getting me to see a private pyschiatrist.

After quite a few visits, discussions with my family and observations of my behaviour he diagnosed me with dissociative identity disorder. You can do some research if you like, but basically I have multiple personalities. I've been told by my family and doctor that I have at least three distinct personalities and though I was skeptical at first, I began to realise they were right when I found things written in my journal that were in my handwriting, but clearly not written by me.

I have difficulty remembering events sometimes, or what I was doing at certain times, this is due to my condition, in fact, I can't even remember posting that message with the caps on, its probably why I forgot to mention this earlier too.

So anyway, if I post and it seems odd, then its a result of my disorder. I will not apologise for my actions because it's something I cannot help, I hope you understand this and take it into consideration before you attack me in future because I am sick, and still far from recovery.

Oh okay then. I also get pissed off too easly. It's just that there's a lot of negativity around me and I find it hard to stay calm sometimes.