Dont worry about it. I'm not good I think with accepting when other people die, or people very close or loved ones die. My Saxophone teacher who I had lessons with for five or six years passed away last October, and at the funeral I got misty eyed and really sad, but I was quite frustrated because I couldnt cry. No matter how much it hurt or I was upset and sad, etc. I couldnt bring myself to accept fully he was gone and I would never see him again.
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