Misty, that stuff you said before, I understand and I sympathize with you. I know what it's like feeling like that, I've been pretty depressed recently, it sometimes fades away but not often. I hide it by coming on these forums and I have been feeling better recently due to thoughts of change in my life, moving etc. I have contemplated suicide, but I won't do it. Just forget these bad things, ignore those who act mean to you, and when they do, think of those who are nice to you, those who have said good things about you, and prove to them you're above what they say you are. Just trying to help and be nice.
