Wow, that's so terrible, Dipstikk!
I'm so sorry that it happened. I have never really had to go through something like this with any of my family members, but a friend of our family tried to commit suicide as well and ended up in the hospital for a while. Luckily, he's doing better now and is walking around, and everything. I hope that your cousin is doing better, now. I couldn't ever imagine my cousin doing something like that to herself. We are like sisters and if anything ever happened to her, I would probably die.