I feel for you Mudokon Princess. My Dad died about 5 years ago and loosing your Mum can only be a thousand times worse. You never get over it. Sometimes I just wish i could talk to him and I want to scream out. It's really hard to go through life when something that just should be there isn't.
Remember, God loves you more than you can ever comprehend. He cries along with you as you cry. Every ounce of pain, he feels and he mourns. Let him take the place of your missing parent. It's hard sometimes to live life without that person beside you but God understands and is there whenever you need him. He created you and he knows how you're feeling right now. Let God be your strength and let him be there to depend on when it hurts.
I'm praying for you, i know the next few months will seem impossible. But there is still life and happiness. Give it time and things should start to seem ok. Things will get themselves together.
Look after yourself and let God guide you. Best of luck,
Splat
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