Ooh! A dreams thread! Dreams would have to be nearly my favourite things in the world. They intrigue me incredibly.
Yes, a while ago I noticed that everything in my dream is there because of something I have done recently in my life, or something I know I am going to do.
My favourite dream: Well, I can't actually think of one specific one, but I am noticing that more and more in my dreams I can fly. Now, don't think it's easy, it's a hell of a lot of hard work! I have to put all of my effort into doing it, and I'm constantly floating back down to the ground (it's not flapping flying, it's probably most similar to Dragonball Z type flying). The thing is, that when I wake up, and I go outside, I can feel the same sort of feeling in the dreams in which I fly, and it feels like I'm getting so damn close. Crazy, I know.
Worst nightmare: I have a few.
- As a kid I used to have a nightmare nearly every night about this guy trying to kill me. What's worse is that sometimes it was in a cartoon fashion (probably because of what I watched on TV at the time) like one time where he was under our house and he sawed up through the floor around my bed.
- I had one where I was at school and these soldiers invaded us and we were hiding in the classroom, but they got up on the roof and so the teacher told the whole class to crawl over to hide against the wall that the window was in, so they couldn't look down and see us, but I could only move really slowly, and a soldier saw me, and shot me with some sort of machine gun. The thing that was so horrible about this one is that I actually felt all the pain, and I felt myself dying. When I actually died I woke up, and I was holding my chest where I had been shot and was pretty much crying about the pain...
- I had a dream where I was in this white, never ending place (kind of like on the Matrix, but I hadn't seen that then) and as the viewpoint (did I mention I never dream in first person?) zoomed out, the sound decreased, and I could see myself talking, and calling out, eventually screaming, but everything was getting quieter and quieter, and zoomed so far away I was just like a little ant. This is probably the worst one, I guess it kind of symbolized isolation.
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