[cherie]

back. first off,let me say, the reason i left is not because i had my feelings hurt ( hey,i'm not some spoiled brat who has a fit when things don't go my way ya know, and i quite understood dragadons feelings) the reason i did leave is mostly due to my own damanged pysche. i've been having lots of problems with school, and handleing people, and my fears. since that car accident over a year ago,things have been going downhill for me. i'm afraid to go out in cars at night now. school too has becomne nothing but suffering for me, i've stopped doing work,i've stopped going to classes, and the kids who tease me are bothering me even more.i can't sleep at night and now i'm on a sleep cycle that has been sleeping nearly all day and up nearly all night.not to mention this fear of death i've had for years is getting worse. i know things could be worse but right now i'm so da*m depressed i don't know what to do. hopefully my parents can get me into that school for kids who have pdp and anxiety problems. i'm sorry if i worried anyone leaveing and i want dragadon to know its not her fault i left. i hope i can get back in the swing of things though you may see me less.