[DarkHoodness]

I don't fear death itself. My life has very little meaning. . . I live only for myself and everything that's close to me. I just fear the suffering that may or may not come with death, be it phyisical or emotional. I even fear the emotional suffering of others as a result of my own death, hence why suicide is never an option for me, no matter the situation. Death itself is. . . Well, too overated in my opinion. Unless you really have done nothing with your life or you have a lot to live for (non-selfishly), then it shouldn't be feared.

I dunno when my time will come, but I just wanna make something of my life before it happens. I have already experianced tons of things in my time, so I wouldn't feel too short-changed if I went now, but there still are plenty of things I haven't done yet that I want to do.
I want my death itself to be quick and painless, and hopefully come at a time when I'll be oblivious to it. And also hopefully at a time where no-one or hardly anyone would miss me. Maybe that's wishful thinking, though. . .
- DH