I am horribly afraid of my own mortallity. It used to bug me a lot, then I got over it for a while. Now it's back, with a vengence even.
It's just that I have no idea what will happen. I want to believe in an afterlife, reincarnation, but those seem like very difficult concepts to accept. But at the same time, I don't just want to rot in the ground.
God, I can feel my heart racing as I type this. I mean, this kind of fear is like "jolt up out of bed in a cold sweat and not being able to sleep again for several hours" material. It seriously freaks me out.
I gotta go get something to take my edge off.
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