My friends usually say I have a sixth sense...And if I do I dont want it.Every morning when I was a kid I remember crying thinking it would be there.I even see incredibly faint faces in my cupboard at night.I end up struggling to switch the light on.Even while I type this and play the computer I still look behind me repeatedly.And the fact the TV makes loud bangs or creaking at night doesnt help me either.About 2 years I still slept under the covers.No matter how warm and hot it was I stayed due to fright.If anyone has played project zero with constant ghosts in areas you'll know how I can feel sometimes.Even when I open my eyes in Bed I see a figure and find its the hoover.I think most of it was depression as when I was 5 someone tried to get my dog put down.Luckily she didnt get put down.But I worried so much I imagined people there.My life can be hell.I put as many lights on in the house as possible.Usually everynight its hard to sleep after thinking I saw something and I read a book for half an hour and try again.
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