my parents fight all the time I used to get beat untill now I can fight back since i'm not just a 10 year old, I never get any good attention from them sometimes they get drunk, I have an eye disease called rp which means my eye vision is slowly dying and I'm already starting to lose it and by the time I'm 30 I'll be legally blind, I'm always made fun of cause of my height I'm really short only 5' 1 and 1/2 I never had any friends I would just sit there alone at recess and cry when I was younger and all my siblings dislike me all they do is try to convinve my parents that I'm a failure but I guess I am, I'm failing out of high school I've already failed 3 classes, so I'm just stupid, the only ppl who I ever felt safe with my grandparents died from lung cancer they were smokers, and so I just turned to punk music and anarchy, but at the same time while this was all happening I was a christian, but one weird thing happened the other night and I'll tell about the dream if someone asks otherwise I'll save it for later, but to keep it short I am possesed by a demon, and the only friends I ever had which were this year don't hang out with me anymore, and I only have had 5 gfs my entire life and all of them I had at the age of 14 and all of them were fat and fugly, except for the one I have now the perfect girl for me and then no my life has to suck so her mom separates us, so I'm just alone in the world with no one to be with and no one to care about me, so my whole life is a sad story.
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