I dont really want to follow the exact norm of I don't want to talk about it. But I'd have to agree with the few others who said it was too personal, it has to do with something for the past two years of my life that finally within the past four months have digressed and I had been travelling down a complete downward spiral again, I think the second time in my life. Yet both times it was about this person...I still Love her...but I can't focus on things that at this time don't seem they will be able to blossom into more...what is meant to be will find a way if it does I'll have those feelings somewhere tucked away, but for the past few days I've finally been truly happy again and having fun living my life again, trying not to dwell on what could have been, so I've been back to my old way about me and "charm" and its actually working with my lady friends again lol. Plus smiling again and all the other factors. :P
But yeah...I guess thats it for now unless I find even more strength to fully explain what happened to me like I said I might. Peace out.
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