Welcome Back to OWF, AI.
Seems like you've done a bit of soul-searching and have come to a few conclusions, right? (Or am I assuming too much again?)
Perhaps I should do that more often. . . However, if anything's bothering me emotionally or I have problems, I just ramble/talk about those problems to anyone who is willing to listen to me, as many of my friends know. Helps to get stuff out me system. . . Bottling stuff up is never a good thing. . .
Anyhow, I need to go now, college lessons have started again. . . Glad you came back, and hope you enjoy your return.

- DH