Yes so it is true...I have returned from the fires of mount doom and the land of shadow...and hell itself. That may be dramatic comparison to make but the emotion and the experience I've gone through makes it definately feel like it is equal in scope for me.
Perhaps soon enough maybe even tomorrow I will explain some of this situation maybe not in a great amount of detail for my own privacy and personal affairs. But school was definately not the only reason I have been gone these past four months off and on, and been away now for over two months. I sincerely apologize that I have not been here to stay in tune with the forum and events and new members and veterans, and old buddies and friends alike. I did miss you guys and Im sorry that I couldnt come more often, I went through a few different changes in my emotional state of mind, my personality also. I explained some of this to a few people on oddchat today. I will decide what I will write to you here and how I will express this, it may not be a big deal to some and maybe it seems a bit too dramatic, but no one will truly know unless they too have experienced something like it. Otherwise, no one will know how it felt for me and to be experiencing it etc. Anyways, I will say no more for now because I dont want to get anybody's imagination excited completely as to what it was, or paint a picture that is something different from what I will share soon enough.
I am definately in the process of finding myself once more also and it will take me a little bit to get reaquainted with everything and get used to being here and posting replying and doing everything else. Its good to be back dont be surprised if I start writing more poetry and also some stories just to continue expressing how I feel and how I felt also. Farewell for now....but this time I will be staying...
Sincerely, Alexander "Al"