[paramiteabe]

Well I guess I know how everyone feels about me and I can understand. Wether or not you understood me before I dunno. I have been trying to point out who our enemys are. Iraq is not our enemy its the people who cut off the head of Berg. And I guess when I hear somebody state that the cause of such acts was justified or taken as revenge against us, when I persoanally know myself that these people always wanted to kill us, it makes me believe that your saying or praiseing these people who do such things, which in turn makes me disgusted. I try to defend the other side. And I think that there is no gray area. And for me I think or I believe its just not acceptable.

Now if you think that I believe that all of Iraq is the enemy then I dunno what to tell you. I mean I can't convince anybody. So thats just the way I feel about this issue. And don't accuse me for this because I know I have a problem and my problem is I can't explane to people things very well. I mean I am always like this even in the real world. I can't help it. It is something that is not one of my strengths and the thing here is I know that and I am always trying to fight that but it never works and I am viewed as being immature or something else of that nature. I know I am smarter than that but its killing me. I know my strengths and that one strength that I have is being visual.

If anything that is positive about me its the ability to be an artist and who has a very creative mind set. Thats my positive side, Thats the true me the true Paramiteabe I want to be viewed as. Its not the immature person you've been seeing trying to convince and explan ethics and religion and all that shit.

So all I can say is sorry.