You're not a freak, Bullet. Who are we to judge? In fact, how can any human being or group of human beings truly pass judgement on another human being? The short and simple answer is that they can't. Not rightfully anway. So even if someone did think you were a freak (which no one does) their opinion wouldn't matter. In fact, and I'm sorry to say this, one of the reasons I am somewhat of an atheist is that I don't believe anyone can pass judgement on anyone else, and that kind of goes against the whole of mainstream Christianity. I'm more spiritual than religious, if that makes any sense.
ClaireBear, I think Mac is right. You shouldn't wait for him to say something. This is a bit hypocritical coming from me, but... you shouldn't let anything stand in the way of expressing your feelings, especially toward someone you love. You should just say it. But then, what do I know? Maybe I'm just being young and naive.
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