Its taken me a long time to get where I am, and I can finally say I am happy with me. I think four or five years ago when I was like 10 and 11 and into the preteen phase, was the hardest time for me. I wasnt happy with myself, I had problems with people, I was sad a lot. I can safely say, Ive grown into a really "handsome teenager", and sprouted several inches, and have really changed a lot, voice wise, and everything. And people have noticed and Im accepted by several different groups of people within the "food Chain" as I would call it at school.
I also have been having success in highschool starting last year as a freshman and into this year, keeping up my grades and keeping an A GPA, along with keeping up in music and joining a lot of groups. Maybe this year I'll have enough strength to try and date another girl after a great relationship that ended last year though.
Anyways I'll add more tomorrow, Ive got to get ready to go to sleep, I have jazz band early tomorrow.
Its great to just be optimistic about life and whats ahead, its hard yes, but I smile like I used to once again. Like I used to long ago.
