Hey Guys
 

Me again.
Look, I'd like to apologize for my past actions. I was reading through my past posts out of boredom and i was horrified by what i saw. Not what any of you said, but what i said. Honestly, it's no wonder i got as much hatemail as i did. I deserved all of it, every swear and threat. I poked relentlessly at open sores and created new ones. I was a stupid, petty whiner under the delusion that i was better than everyone around me and was ignorant enough to think you accepted me for it.

I'm sorry i wasted all of your time by being an ignorant little twat. It was foolish and downright stupid. I understand if none of you ever want to talk to me ever again. I know i wouldn't.

Now understand this isn't a pity thread. I just want to express how truly sorry i am.

There's really no need to apologise. Lots of us are mortified by things we've posted in the past. Look at my first blog.

So did you just come by to say that or are you going to be posting again?

Little of both, actually. Hoping i could get a fresh start though.

Who is he?

I don't actually remember what you did or said so I'm just going to treat you like a new member with no past on these forums.

Welcome!

Weren't they the Xenomorph person?

I thought he was a she?

What Phylum said. I've tried to block out the posts I made back when I started, I read them with my shirt hiding half my face out of embarrassment. Welcome back and be good.

Heh, everything 2008-2010 is a big blip for me. Don't worry about it mate. Welcome, do please stay about!

I don't remember you. You're Gwan-Thwei.

I remember you saying something about whales playing educational computer games.
It is good to have such a visionary back.

All I remember is:

Member: I don't understand what this guy is trying to say.
Me: I guess it takes Gwan to know Gwan.

I'm so funny.

Welcome back. Try not to screw up again and you'll be fine. The trying is actually more of a factor in whether we accept you than whether you succeed.

Yeah, but that was back when i was like...13 maybe? Pretending i was a xenomorph and posting pictures saying "DIS IM MY FAMIRY"

At any rate, I'm happy you're willing to leave the past in the past. I'll try not to screw it up...too much.

Yeah. That's when he was 13, guys. He's 15 now.

Sixteen, but yeah.
Ahh, I've missed that humor.

Oh, 16. Pssh. That makes all the difference.

13 is a horrible age.

14 is worse, no one remembers anything about being 14!

My fourteenth year was the worst of my life.

My 17th was worse than my 14th in every way

My 30th was pretty fucking special.

Mine wasn't.

Fuck!

Shit!

Rainbows!

Crumbs!

nahh...

ha oh god i remember you.

hello again.

Hey MA...
I don't know if this makes you feel any better, but i don't hate you for saying those things you did. I provoked you, and I'm surprised you didn't say more. I know i would have.

My first kiss was at fourteen.

And my last, come to that.

DRAMA ON SHORTLAND STREET!

And it's emotionally crippled you ever since. Not least because it was from your mum.

<3