Gwan: why don't you just shut the fuck up then? hmmm? reckon you can do that?

You still didn't tell me how I was spamming. I was just about to get off, actually.

Well then, I think we've found the root cause of your cripplying loneliness.

If you give nothing but bad out, you can't expect to get anything but bad back.

well don't post about it, fucking do it. i don't post every time i go for a piss, pick my nose or scratch my arse. christ.

Yes, but I wasn't liek this to start with. I was actually expected to be a great, sucessful loving person. Then that asshole in second grade beat it out of me. And then the popular kids.
I do agree that what you reap is what you sow, though it's hard to be a happy flower child when you considered jumping out in front of a car when you were seven years old and everything went downhill form there.
@Molluck - You said I was spamming. I would like to know how before I do it again and get in trouble for it. As far as I knwo I'm doing nothing wrong.

Maybe get a job.

you're doing it right now, because the thread isn't called 'The life and times of Gwan-Thwei, the troubles that besiege him, all his personal vendetta's and terrible past situations thread.'

it was a peice of shit to begin with, but jesus i didn't think it could get much worse.

Hm. I see where grand ki-...on second thought, Gwan-Thwei; Is trying to get across.

Now on personal experience I am not very good at reading internet emotions and telling if someone is lying. Plus, you should always give someone a chance, because nothing is impossible. So I'll make 2 speeches on both possibilities...



1: He's telling the truth. If perchance your incredibly surreal emo tale is correct...wow...just, wow. Your life is syabon action with a big health bar. I can also tell that you are speaking logically, like I've tried. Difference? Since mine was so quiet, and full of drama, people assumed I was weeping. You have the opposite problem. You've been so obnoxiously loud that people think you're lying and your story is pretty over the top so it's no wonder people are acting the way they are. Also when you're talking emo NEVER USE CAPS!!! Caps just catagorize you as a screaming whiner. Silly. Anyways...I pity you.



2. He's lying.

F**k you, emo boy!

Hey, does anyone remember this crazy little thing called "Oddworld"! Does anyone honestly sit and think "Should MarsMudoken's should stay or go?" Seriously? Is that what happens to Oddworld fans after years without an Oddworld game? If you want my advice and I know you didn't ask for it, come here to talk about Oddworld, then go do something else for awhile. Don't become obsessed.

I disagree with your analysis; I don't think that most people have been accusing her of lying. I think they just don't care.

I know no one cares. It just would be nice if they did.
@Molluck - I really am sorry for all this, as I said before WoF asked me why I was so dark so I explained. I really didn't mean for it to escalate into this.
@Asshole Mudoken- See? This is why no one likes you. It's also why you got banned. It's because if insensitive shit like this.

I care.

I care. You can private message me, and then we can work all of these problems out. There are these woods near my house, and they are a really good place to.......talk.

I don't care. I don't give a shit about people who play for sympathy.

Oddjob doesn't want to.......talk.

His loss.

Gwan-Thwei: You've got problems. You're depressed and lonely. So am I. So are lots of people. Got a problem? Fix it! You've got yourself a counsellor. Good. Just do something. Lecturing people on a forum is not going to make them understand you any better, and it is definitely not going to make them care. The detatchment is just too big. Sorry about that, but no-one here's going to help you.

what he said. i can't say it without being a dick.

I will help you. In the woods.

look, OANST's gagging to help you here, Gwan. let him.

Let me help you. Noone has to know.

and use protection with the help. because help can cause illness.

HTI's are a big deal.

@enchilado- thank you, unless you're being sarcastic.
@OANST- nice pun.
@MeechMunchie-I'm actually getting into a group soon, so that should help.
@MarsMudoken- I hate you for being an asshole, but I AM sorry that this turned to me. I really didn't want this. i was just answering WoF's question.

And by now you're question should have been answered, I mean, look at how quickly the subject changed! If you want to stay, we don't care. If you want to leave, we don't care. Happy?

Well, as with all problems expressed on the internet, i can look at it from a very removed perspective. If i knew you on a personal level, I'd feel for you more. So i'd say that's a solution. Get to know us better and get some bonds forming. Then people here are more likely to be responsive.

And what WOF said. Don't focus on the bad, that's counter productive. Nobodies going to wave a magic wand (Shut up OANST) and make shit vanish. You have to do it yourself, and part of that is learning to focus on any remote scrap of good you can find. Positive though = positive outcome.

When I said I cared, I wasn't being sarcastic. But I'm not overly worried about it, either. I could join a million forums and go on telling stories about how depressing my life was.

I care enough that I wish I could feel for you more, but I'm terrible at relating to things I haven't witnessed personally. Thailand tsunami? Mhm. Haiti earthquake? Mhm.

Even if someone great, like MA or OANST, posted stuff about their lives been miserable I wouldn't feel that much. I'd be sorry for them, but there'd be no actual sorrow. Same for you.

And what other people said, except for OANST :)

People will not care how you're feeling unless you have close bonds with them and on forums it usually isn't wise to post your "history" or take up on any of OANST's "offers".

The best thing to do is leave your problems at the IP Gateway and be yourself without going morbidly depressed on us, I'm pretty sure that alot of people here have shit going on in their lives and the only time you see this is in the blogs section...also,

Are you paying too much for your car insurance?

You're all bad people, except Shaman.

Shaman is Wicca Jesus.

Yes, Thank you all.

BUT before we all get in trouble for spamming.....

This should take care of it.

*closes thread*