well you are incrediably violent sligslinger..You set a rabbit on fire :D...This is a depressing thread people lets all go watch TV and talk about the HAPPIEST thing in our life
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I've never experienced a tragedy beyond having to give away a dog that I really liked when I was about five or six. Realizing how common these real tragedies are, I'm scared to death that something terrible is going to happen when I'm sixteen or seventeen and I'll have no idea how to handle it.
Sligslinger, I wouldn't be surprised if you did kill someone. You've already done a rabbit, you sick bastard. |
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And don't call me a bastard, I have two resectable parents. Ironic I should say that. |
SS, you aren't one of those guys that enjoys torturing animals...are you? If so...that's uncool.
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I don't enjoy, but if I think it needs to die, it's gonna die. I killed that little rat because it deprived me of sleep which I need more than anything, aswell as the fact the owners are real assholes. I asked them to please fix the cage, I'm not as rash as to kill instantly out of malice, they basically told me to **** off and later that night, when it still came back, I just snapped. I guess part of it was to get back at those people for being total dickheads.
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I dont really want to follow the exact norm of I don't want to talk about it. But I'd have to agree with the few others who said it was too personal, it has to do with something for the past two years of my life that finally within the past four months have digressed and I had been travelling down a complete downward spiral again, I think the second time in my life. Yet both times it was about this person...I still Love her...but I can't focus on things that at this time don't seem they will be able to blossom into more...what is meant to be will find a way if it does I'll have those feelings somewhere tucked away, but for the past few days I've finally been truly happy again and having fun living my life again, trying not to dwell on what could have been, so I've been back to my old way about me and "charm" and its actually working with my lady friends again lol. Plus smiling again and all the other factors. :P
But yeah...I guess thats it for now unless I find even more strength to fully explain what happened to me like I said I might. Peace out. |
Please describe how and what has made you happy recently so I can ruin it. :p
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The saddest thing in my life was reading this thread and seeing "it's too sad to type" in every other post.
That really ****s me off. If you're not going to type it then don't torture us with what we could know if you had the damn guts. It makes me think that you are one of two things: 1) a liar. 2) a wimp. Or possibly both. |
*crying* I'm thinkin', and only one saddest thing what I can't forget it, borned to a family whos are didn't had feelings... (or sg)
Ok, then we speak about our happyest thing in our life... or sg... |
I started the "It's just too sad" trend, so I'll take the bullets, Codek.
:dead: Hmmmm, Liar or Wimp? Well...I'm not lying, so I guess I'm a wimp. Yay! :p -oddguy :happy: |
You can understand my annoyed-ness at it though? It's pretty pointless making a post just to tell everyone that you're not going to post what you were going to post because it would be too sad.
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I myself, love to torture you which is one reason, the other is I was one of first to type "I'd rather not type it..." so it's not my fault that the others follow in trend, but it does make sense to say that if they truly feel that way. They want to show that they have a sad experience but don't want it to resurface, so they type what they type to simply feel involved. Yes, it's pathetic, but sometimes sinking low makes people feel better. Or maybe I'm just trying to contradict you, fun. ;)
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I guess I just wanted to feel invloved...to let you guys know I indeed, had a sad moment, but so sad I dare not type. -oddguy |
That's what I said. Why does noone acknowledge my brilliance!?
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You make a post for the sole purpose of declaring that you aren't going to post anything worth reading, but assure us that what you could have posted would've made for some decent reading. Yeah, thanks a lot. |
Ah. You burned me. I got nothing to toss back. I admit defeat, but yeah, you're welcome. ;)
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I'll mail you some sex jelly to demonstate the non-sexual uses for your website :D
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Hows about a two for three...er...one deal. Well, what would you like as a prize? Maybe some socks. :spam:-love this one.
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my parents fight all the time I used to get beat untill now I can fight back since i'm not just a 10 year old, I never get any good attention from them sometimes they get drunk, I have an eye disease called rp which means my eye vision is slowly dying and I'm already starting to lose it and by the time I'm 30 I'll be legally blind, I'm always made fun of cause of my height I'm really short only 5' 1 and 1/2 I never had any friends I would just sit there alone at recess and cry when I was younger and all my siblings dislike me all they do is try to convinve my parents that I'm a failure but I guess I am, I'm failing out of high school I've already failed 3 classes, so I'm just stupid, the only ppl who I ever felt safe with my grandparents died from lung cancer they were smokers, and so I just turned to punk music and anarchy, but at the same time while this was all happening I was a christian, but one weird thing happened the other night and I'll tell about the dream if someone asks otherwise I'll save it for later, but to keep it short I am possesed by a demon, and the only friends I ever had which were this year don't hang out with me anymore, and I only have had 5 gfs my entire life and all of them I had at the age of 14 and all of them were fat and fugly, except for the one I have now the perfect girl for me and then no my life has to suck so her mom separates us, so I'm just alone in the world with no one to be with and no one to care about me, so my whole life is a sad story.
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That's a hard post to comment on... I guess the only thing one can say is... that really sucks. I sympathize with you. Your life is way substandard, and it's totally beyond your control.
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Oddfan...
It's hard to live with parents that put you down all the time, because they pretty much condition you into thinking you're stupid and a faliure. It's not your fault...your parents did this to you. Yet, it wouldn't be a good thing to sit and blame them the entire time...that wouldn't get you anywhere. What you need to do is to realize that you're aren't a bad, stupid, etc person. Your life isn't over yet. You're 14...so you still have a chance. I've heard many many success stories of people being able to get out of their broken home and become great people in soceity. You can do it. You just have to tell yourself that you're not stupid...you have to take control of your life and make something out of it. Even if you just are able to get out of the house at 18 and make a peaceful living for yourself, that in itself is success. Break the cycle...don't become what your parents are...become what you want to be. Anything is possible if you put your mind to it. I know you can do it. Now it won't be easy...and it'll be hard and maybe painful, but once your out of the house and look back, you'll be proud of yourself for surviving and making yourself a somebody. -oddguy :cool: |
That was great, Oddguy. Applause, now!
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Oddfan, listen to Oddguy, hes right.
Break the cycle, even if it seems difficult.I've been there, with the self-loathing and its worth trying to get over it because in the end, you'll be a stronger person & you'll be as happy as ever. I also believe that you and your perfect love will be together once again, just try and you'll succeed. (Btw, excellent advice Oddguy :fuzblink: ) |
My parents divorced about 9 years ago and in that same year my great-grandfather died. It was horrible.
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I never really had any sad moments in my life. No one in my family have died recently, the latest was my grandfather 11 years ago, and I can't remember that. I had a cat that died, but I just thought it had ran away. I didn't find out that it was dead until years later (or maybe I didn't accept it until then). So I've had a quite happy life. But I'm always afraid that something will happen. I guess all I can do is hope it won't for a long time.
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*sniff sniff* this is really upsetting!!! *big big hug*
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oh yeah and I'm also strugling with anorexia, cutting and pain killer addiction, and of course attempted suicide, I have to see a psychologist, but that doesn't help.
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My sister has an eating disorder too mate, she knows some site's that will help ya. I'll post links to you if you want them.
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