That's your real name!?

DUDE!? WTF!? Honestly that sounds like a night of hell for me. Maybe you enjoyed it because you were a virgin. I don't know, but goodness me if somebody wanted me to do that to them I'd be straight out of there. I find that a tad creepy and a total turn off.

Close the thread.

Just... close it. No-one's topping that story.

True, probably true. Metroixer, that was fucked up as shit.

My mom discovered my stash man. Threatened to send me to a shrink. I was so fucking shakey, it's a miracle I was able to lie my way out of it.

Maybe I should explain a little more, I write rape fiction. And my mom found the notebook I use for rough-drafting. I'm just happy she didn't stumble upon the full blown fics in my folders...

Not to worry, we can let those pants out.

That story is awesome!

It's common when referring to yourself on the internet to substitute with your user name - at least it's common where I frequent.

Alcar...

How the hell did you manage to lie yourself out of that?

Get help now!

I knew that was going to be the start of something epic. But... damn. DAMN.

Every single post you make reaffirms my opinion that you are a terrible person.

This one actually confuses me. What in that post made her a terrible person?

I don't like to speak for OddHunter, but I think probably the fact that she writes rape fiction (as she did state in that post) "reaffirms [his] opinion that [she's] a terrible person". I think he's wrong though. I think she's more likely a mentally unstable person or a crazy fetishist (although it could be argued that those two things are somewhat synonymous).

Hah, you should see some of the stuff I write.

I can say wholeheartedly that I would definitely prefer not to even consider the twisted things that linger in your imagination.

Really? Not even a tiny tiny bit?

I can say wholeheartedly that I would definitely prefer not to even consider the twisted things that linger in your imagination.

Really? Not even a tiny tiny bit?

Yeah the whole "I write rape fic LOL" kind of bothers me, but it's how it adds on to all the crap he spews onto the forum all the time that really gets me.

It can't be worse than your forum posts!

I dunno... that's something I would never judge people on. Fiction and the fantasies of people is not what they should be judged on. I bet the majority of us have had fantasies of beating someone up or even committing worse actions to people we feel deserve it.
The mind is a playground. Writing fiction just helps one cope with the darker things.
But I can see what you mean. But I don't think writing rape-fic makes anyone a bad person. Just like Havoc isn't a bad person for writing strange things too. He's a bad person for the shit he spews out <.< !!

I see what you're getting at here, but I think there's a distinction between "keeping fantasies private" and "writing fiction about those fantasies, writing several drafts of said fiction (putting that kind of thought and effort into it is kind of creepy), keeping it in a place your mother could find, and then talking about it on the internet like it's no big deal".

What kind of rape fiction are we talking about anyway? Is it fiction from the aggressors point of view or the victims point of view? Because there's a rather large difference there.

If you fantasize about raping someone I would actually get some help, because things like that tend to escalate rather quickly. Fantasizing about being raped however is something else entirely. That can be a serious turn on for some people, which actually includes my GF. Some of the stuff she sometimes wants me to do to her is not very... well, boyfriend like.

T-nex, what ever happened between us? We used to be such close, close, CLOSE friends. Ah, good times.

OddHunter....

Look up HR Giger. I bet most if not all of us know who he is. He used to have terrible night terrors, but he coped by doing art therapy. He created and put effort into SERIOUSLY creepy and fucked up shit.

I know that comparing a teenager's weird fantasy-fiction to a great artist doesn't make much sense. But what I'm, saying is that certain people just put effort in creating painting or stories to deal with latent thoughts.

Also, I suggest looking into it if it creeps you out. You will find that rape fantasies do not mean that they want it to happen irl. It's a touchy area. But a lot of women have it, and it can be explained by the fact that women find it hot to be subjugated by a male or female and be done things to 'against' their will, thus removing the guilt of them wanting such forbidden pleasures.

Hey I want to be subjugated :D Its hot. Really, no harm in that as long as both consent to it. Yes... Consensual rape... A mystery.

Also, I have no idea why it's so weird for girls to be submissive nowadays O_o ... Not accusing anyone of thinking it's weird. Just saying.

Edit: Also, Havoc, you be trollin'!

There's nothing inherently wrong with producing and supporting rape fiction, there is something fucked up about being so obnoxious about it.

I usually think whatever they did was my fault and feel miserable.

You should channel that into fantasies of beating them up!

I dunno, I can understand doing it for the sake of coping, but Gwan-Thwei didn't come across as someone in need of a coping mechanism. Being so blasé about the subject implies he's not exactly doing it for the sake of his health.

Pretty much this.

Yes but being someone with similar fantasies, I can relate. Creating drawings and writing down my fantasies helped me 'cope'... And I don't mean in the way that I was depressed and shit. But having unobtainable fantasies and specially when they are this dodgy is kind of shitty. Mainly because of the fact that for some reason you keep wanting it and can't have it, secondly because it's so wrong and one feels like a freak.
Having a more spirited attitude about isn't wrong Imo... It's just accepting oneself and the limitations one has. I at least managed to convert my fantasies into something more... consensual :p

But I may be too tolerant or something....

And I don't mean to white-knight either, but I just wanted to make sure that its not for the wrong reasons that you'd think Gwan-thwei is terrible or whatever.

I think we need a healthy change in subject here...too much negative enzymes floating around. Yes enzymes folks, you're all denaturing my active site with your heated arguments!

I so have biology itb this year!

WTF STM YOU FKER!! im kidding. I don't see any heated argument.

Am I really so tolerant that I just miss the point of what's too much and too little?

Am I a... freak?????? :(