My internet has been...decidedly nonexistent for close to two years or something, (Considering it was Dial up...virtually useless.) so, I finally have it back. Throw up some confetti and somebody bake me a cake.

It used to be, when i would have my heart broken, the world would kind of just be sucked into a little black hole in my chest, And i would'nt sleep at all. Everytime i would cry, I would be so disgusted with myself. How I could keep shedding tears over people who I should hate, but cannot.

But this time, broken hearted once again, I can't cry. it's like the valve has been shut off. when I think of my ex's, I feel absolutely nothing, besides perhaps a faint pang of loss. I think it's...

Edit: Uh, ignore this. it seems to have double posted when i had to sign back in. >_<

My copy of Soul Reaver.
It was under my couch.
Huh.

Some write of triumph,
Others of fear,
Still more of defeat,
A determined few of love,
And most of loss.

I am the Human Mind.

I write of hardship,
Of which leads to triumph,
Goes through fear,
Moves past defeat,
Experiences love,
And braves loss.

I am the Human Spirit.

Victorious.
Fearful.
Failed.
Loving.
Broken.

I am the Human Heart.
_
I just...

It's funny, I hav'nt been here long, but every time I come on, I get a smile. I don't yet know all of you that well, but with the way things have been lately, I think of this place as my second home. And that home is filled with hilarious, opinionated cynics. And I kind of love you all for it. Well, that's enough of my tired mushy romanticism. Thanks everyone, for making me smile.

Recent years have been especially hard for me. I dont like to whine, but...well, I need to speak on the subject for once. As a gamer, writer, artist and all around nerd-Doctor Who, Firefly, Evangelion, the works-and open Bisexual I have enough against me as it is. You might know me as the quiet kid at the back of the class who doesnt say much because he is shy and genuinely has nothing to say.

Everyday since jr.High and on I have endured judgement in the eyes of everyone besides...