I fucking hate doctors

Posted 12-01-2009 at 08:40 AM by Wings of Fire

So I made an appointment yesterday for the doctors, I've spent the last few months being tired all the time, having very little energy, near constant headaches and a much reduced appetite. Most of these symptoms seem to alleviate when I drink a high sugar drink or eat some sweets (Which I find myself doing more and more) so I'm thinking hypoglycemia.

What's worse is I've stsrted to suffer more and more from persistent low mood and decreased concentration/motivation, I kinda first noticed this back at the arse-end of October and people may remember that my random blogs from that time were... not too coherent. I imagined it would stop after I stopped stressing over deadlines 'n' shit, but it's getting worse and I have exams in less than a fortnight so yeah, doctors is a good idea. I had another bout of bursting out crying for no apparent reason a couple of nights ago, followed by forcing myself into one of the most surreal arguments I've ever had which made me feel angrier than I have since February.

So anyway, I made a doctors appointment yesterday and I miss a lecture to go in today but...for some reason... the damn thing didn't register properly, and the university clinic shuts down tomorrow for the winter holidays (???).

Oh, and I have one night to do this stats project that's taking up valuable revision time for a course which is actually worth Jack Shit simply by existing.

AND, my council tax exemption form didn't get through to them, now I've payed the council nearly £200 of a tax I'm exempt from, and I cannot legitimately afford another monthly payment if I want to afford a train home after the exams.

Fuck, all I want to do is have a nice quiet time when I'm free to just play on my 360, watch anime or work on my story plot without any of these stupid things in the way.

I can't wait til the exams are over and I get to go home, at least next semester I get a whole extra month to revise, not just one and a half weeks.

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	Oh, and one of my best friends is having a month long period, and she's scared half to death it's because she's going infertile at the age of sixteen. Fuck this shit, I need another break. Roll on christmas.
	Posted 12-01-2009 at 08:46 AM by Wings of Fire

	i hear ya. that's all i can say, because i genuinely understand where you are coming from. i used to have a motto which was "Shit Happens", and it worked for me a hell of a lot. now i've worn the thing out and i just think "Fuck this shit". it doesn't help.
	Posted 12-01-2009 at 09:13 AM by MA

	Shitty news. Hope things get better tremendously. hugs
	Posted 12-01-2009 at 09:59 AM by used:)

	I found the first few years of adulthood to be even harder than adolescence. It's when all of your past mistakes start making themselves clear to you. You begin to see the repercussions for actions that you thought were long forgotten. It's a stressful time. It gets better.
	Posted 12-01-2009 at 10:20 AM by OANST

	Thanks all <3 Also, I figured a month or so ago that I may need glasses =\ although according to my female friends glasses suit me.
	Posted 12-01-2009 at 10:22 AM by Wings of Fire

	: i used to have a motto which was "Shit Happens", and it worked for me a hell of a lot. now i've worn the thing out and i just think "Fuck this shit". it doesn't help. Exactly the same with me. Same motto and everything. I'm sorry to hear of your problems, WoF, I understand almost precisely how you feel. At least you're getting it over with, look at it that way.
	Posted 12-01-2009 at 10:44 AM by OddjobAbe

	At the risk of over-introspecting I think I may have some form of SAD, I always tend to feel more grumpy and melancholic around winter time.
	Posted 12-01-2009 at 10:46 AM by Wings of Fire

	You probably know about this already, but try shining a lamp towards your face. I did a report on SAD, and it's believed to be he result of lower light levels during that season.
	Posted 12-01-2009 at 11:28 AM by used:)

	Probably know != remembering that information, thanks Gabe although I think I'm going to get a professional diagnosis before I start making radical adjustments to my working area.
	Posted 12-01-2009 at 11:33 AM by Wings of Fire

	Yeah, I'd probably just get annoyed with it even if it might help. Good ruck!
	Posted 12-01-2009 at 11:38 AM by used:)

	You whinge too much. Alcar...
	Posted 12-01-2009 at 02:56 PM by Alcar

	Yikes.
	Posted 12-01-2009 at 09:20 PM by Disgruntled Intern

	: You whinge too much. I prefer to hear about Joe's problems. I'm still reeling from your last blog.
	Posted 12-02-2009 at 01:28 PM by shaman

	I for one, love doctors. Or I did anyway, until Obama ruined them.
	Posted 12-03-2009 at 06:56 PM by AckroTheSlig

	Go away troll. Leave me to QQ in peace.
	Posted 12-04-2009 at 04:05 PM by Wings of Fire

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