I'm Ashamed of Myself

Don't worry, you're only human. But you can quit, if you want to and believe you can, you will.

I'm sorry.

And yes, it's likely an alternator. You'll either have a voltmeter on your dashboard or a charge warning light which lights up when the alternator isn't putting out.

A voltmeter should read 11.5-12.5 volts with the key on, and over 13 with the engine running. If it stays 11.5-12.5 volts with the engine running, it's not charging.

Damdest thing- coming home from Reno last night, Kitt was OVERcharging. I had to keep it around 50mph all the way home or else the charge rate would jump up over 19 volts. BAD! He's okay now though after replacing the alternator. I feel for ya.

after i read the first line, i said "oh no" aloud. that's a massive shame.

do they still taste bad, or have you gotten back over that?

OANST smokes Newports, of course they taste bad.

I feel like fucking crying. Cars in the shop. Money that I intended to use to throw Abbey an awesome birthday party in September (her birthday's in late December, at a time when it's impossible to get anyone to come to a party) being put into it. My lungs burn like hellfire, and I broke my diet.

On the bright side, I finally started to see results from all of the exercise that I've been doing. For the first time in a long time my weight is under 200 pounds, and my waste is noticeably thinner.

Way to go, an exercise routine is something you definitely want to get addicted to. It makes you feel good.

That sucks. I'd wire you money if I had more than naught eight dollars to my name.

Banks suck too.

I don't want money. It was just a shitty weekend. I'll get over it.

Yeah, a healthy diet will keep your bowel movements pretty easy.

Sorry to hear about that. Like Josh said, you're not a machine. You'll have good days and bad days with everything. But you sound like you're really serious about quitting, so I have no doubt you will in the end. Positive thinking can achieve minor miracles.

It's just a little slip, they're almost bound to happen. Good luck on the re - try!

There's one thing to be proud of though; your blog count... it's sensual.

And as for the smoking, take whatever you're feeling now and remember it for whenever you want a smoke again. I don't know, maybe it will help.

wish u luck.

I'm sorry to hear that, but I know it will all come right eventually. This is just a small drop in a grander prcoess.