The Best Worst Day Of My Life!

Right, now I'm not one for teenage angst (unlike some) but something happened yesterday which has made me very, very depressed.

Well yesterday (Friday 21th of November) I went to a friends house with a load of mates and got drunk (for the first time ever).


One of the girls who came along is someone who I really, really liked and had liked for ages (Who I ,optimistically, thought "liked" me as well) and danced with her, joked and messed about on a trampoline.

So I was thinking "Holy shit, this is going well" until...we all went downtown and she held hands with a very good mate of mind.

Now this wouldn't cause me to get depressed, she's always like that. But when her ex-boyfriend punch in a car windscreen out of anger, my mate slowed down till he was right back.

This was when she started talking to me about how much of a dick her ex-boyfriend was and how "he said she can be with anyone she wants".

Then she dropped the bomb (without knowing) she told me that she really likes that good mate of mine and she thinks he is scared of his ex-boyfriend.

Now the thing is, people seem to talk to me about their problems in their love life even if I (rather selfishly) would rather be going out with me.

But because I am such a good person I said "I would worry name withheld if anyone touches name withheld because of going out with you, I will be on them like stink on cheese"

Then I went over to my very good mate, who was in the middle of a conversation about if he lets Name Withheld go, he could regret it for the rest of his life. So I added "If you do ask her out, you could look back on this day with fondness and you could still be with her".

So I have probably helped along a relationship and its caused a deep depression, despite helping Name withheld with her love life, (which sadly doesn't include me) and having a superb time, last night.

Now what can I do to stop being depressed?

Note: I know for a fact that "teenage love" is a bunch of shit, but still...