Am I sitting in a tin can?

Song lyrics, or pointless melancholy?

If you've already lost hope, then they've already won.

Shit happens.

i find myself feeling shitty after work quite regularly now, but i suppose drinking doesn't help. at the time i made a compromise with myself.

i thought; 'life is what you make it, and sometimes a great steaming pile of shite will fall on you. fact is, you have to get on with it. cope by doing a hobby in the little spare time you have. if you cant do it, drop it, whether you like it or not. just find something that helps you get through, but don't lose your standards.'

bit of a fucking speech, but thats what i thought. i used to collect Warhammer, but dropped that when i moved. I used to go air rifle shooting, but dropped that when i jacked in farming. the only thing i do now is fish occassionally. i think Oddjob was the most accurate here.

Learn as many instruments as possible. That's fucking fun.

Learn many, then master one or two.

Train voice into a very high professional opera singer's, then rap.
In the middle of a rap battle, break into operatic rap.

You have to have a specific kind of voice to sing opera. ie. a fantastic voice. Training will get any voice only so far. If you've got it, go for it.

This.