Don't you hate it when people post obnoxious text at the top of their blog and you have to scroll past it every time you want to read what they've posted? Man, I really hate that.
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Not sleepingSo the last week or so I've persistently not been settling down to sleep until after 3 AM (including tonight, as chance would have it). It gets to about 1AM and I think 'that's enough, I'll go to bed now' and then I just... don't. I mean procrastinating about winding down and going to bed has sort of been a consistent thing with me for the last few years but not usually so late so persistently.
It means I'm not sleeping nearly enough and getting increasingly exhausted every evening, but I still can't make myself wind down until the less-early hours. But then in the weeks up to Christmas I wasn't sleeping brilliantly; I was going to bed but not falling asleep for a long time, so maybe that's started me in this odder-than-usual pattern. It's weird how something to regular and so vital can sometimes be so difficult. I've often found thinking about stories I'm planning to write/wanting to right/dreaming of writing helps me settle once I'm in bed, and I haven't written anything for ages and have been dried up for ideas for a long time, so maybe that's part of the reason I wasn't sleeping so well. Maybe I should push myself into getting into a story; if I managed it, it'd at least be more productive than the time I spend on MMORPGs. About a year ago I had several ideas I was working on in my head and on paper (well, on keyboard) but as I say, I've not done much since; none of those ideas have been properly realised. My laptop is a graveyard of unfinished dreams. If I sound dozy in this blog it's for the aforementioned reasons. |
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