Austin and Stuff
Sup guys, thought I'd make a blog. I've been thinking about making a blog for a while, but I felt nothing big enough was happening to warrant one, but fuck it, I feel like making a blog.
So, I've been trying to find a job for a while now, with no luck. I've applied to countless places online and almost as many in person to no avail. It's frustrating to say the least, especially when everyone else in my friend group seems to have a job. Makes me feel like shit a lot of the time and I find that I have nothing to do. I know it's a shitty thing, but I sort of hate them whenever they bring up all the hours they are getting or shit. It's just so frustrating to keep trying and to keep being rejected.
Perhaps related to the job thing I've been finding myself diving deeper in depression than before. I just have no energy at any time and feel fucking depressed a good amount of the time. My grades have slipped a bit as a result, which sucks since I'm trying to raise my GPA. My laptop's hard drive also died, which fucking sucks and does not help the school problems. I use the slow ass family computer whenever I have to write a paper or anything. I don't have the money to get a new hard drive either, since no job. Also all the stuff I lost since I was stupid and didn't back the hard drive up.
Also, about a year ago I made a blog about my parents getting a divorce. Well everything is being finalized and such now and my mom moves into an apartment on April 1st. It's gonna be weird. I'll be sure to be there often, but I don't know really how I'm gonna divide up the time there and the time here.
Man, this blog seems sad bloggish. Looking over it I also might sound a bit entitled, but whatever. I'll end it on a happy note. I'm going to Austin tomorrow(Spring Break) to see one of my best friends and see an awesome band or two. I'll be sure to have a blast and get stoned and/or hammered a couple times. I really want and need this trip. I'll probably still post from my phone there though, so you guys don't have to worry about missing me.
