So, today at dinner, I renounced Catholicism and Christianity, preferring that instead I am called an agnostic from now on. I'm a little scared.

I just thought some people like WoF and BM might be interested. This doesn't mean I've stopped believing in God, it just means, well, I'm not too sure any more. There are too many inconsistencies for me to be certain now.

This is a pretty big step for me. I feel a little alone I guess.

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So for the last few days, I've been having a lot of trouble with my laptop. It's a 3 years old MSI M model or something...any way all of a sudden it's started randomly turning itself off if I hold it funny, like, it'll work fine for an hour maybe and then if I pick it up and shift it a few centimetres it turns off suddenly, but then other times I can shake it vigorously and it'll run fine...

I /think/ I've narrowed down the problem to my hard drive (...

Get very. Fucking. Drunk.

Last night was the first time I've ever been sick from drinking, boy isn't it gloriously fun? Problem started when I downed two pint sized glasses of vodka in the space of an hour. And God it makes me feel ill to even think about alcohol right now.

So I'm pretty much in and out of conciousness by 11 PM and all I can think of is...well, I don't remember, I don't believe I did much thinking, but I do remember overhearing someone warning someone...

Creepyness

ugh

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After a fantastic weekend meeting up with a mate in London, oh and seeing the queen (sexy), after having the happiest two days I've had in a long time. I have the shits. Just my luck, you know what's weird though, I had it all Sunday morning so I prayed for God to take the illness away and give it back to me on Monday so I could go out on the Sunday.

I guess he did.

Now I know how he felt when he created Africa. (Because it's a shit'ole of a continent not because of...

Did you sexy people miss the Trapman?

What shit have I missed?

I don't want to be here in two years. I don't want to be near my family, I can take or leave some of my friends. I realised that for all the politeness and familiarity of the countryside where I live, for all it's beauty, lies boredom, strenuating school ties and an old life I cannot for the life of me shake. Things culminated tonight when I realised how inward thinking my parents are and for the life of me I cannot fathom why. This isn't 17th century England and you are allowed to leave the county...

I found a use for this blog, if you read this then please go to this site http://e-activist.com/ea-action/acti...paign.id=12209, with your help, just a ten minute email, you might be able to set free Pastor Yousef Nadarkhani, who is being persecuted for his religion, if the case isn't overturned in court, he will be executed for nothing more than following his faith.

I know that none of your are Christian and in the past you haven't agreed with everything I have...