so i have meabye had half a bottle rum tonight and sorry if im little drunk but i just remembered i can post here as an outlet and that amazing

i got laid off a long time ago like half a year maybe and now im working somewhere else and it horrible and painful

i made a friend but they dont care about me no one cares about me i could kill ymself right now oneone no care about me

buit i wouldnt ckill myself im too cmuch of a coward

i miss...

I've discovered that I can buy large quantities of alcohol and no one can tell me not to and it's much easier to just drink than

Summing up the previous year and a half:

• I spent 7 months in almost total isolation.
  
• I moved.
  
• I gained ten pounds.
  
• I then lost 56~ pounds.
  
• I carved a pumpkin.
  
• I donated my hair twice to an organization that makes wigs for people with cancer
  
• I don't have an "After" picture
  
• I got a job
  
• Made a sandwich