blabber, profanity, and easily ignored terms of un-relevance

*double take*
Wait, did he just say I was pretty?

Yeah, believe it or not, the geek got a compliment. From a bunch of football players. For playing starwars vs halo. On a clarinet. FUCKING AWESOME!!


What happened? The week usually goes by faster then this. I hope I get sick by morning. I NEED SOME FREAKIN' SLEEP!! I actually passed out as soon as I got home. I sat down, and then all of a sudden, it was time for bed. I have no idea why i'm not getting sleep. You can always track it back to the board of education. The one in ny still owes me 30 or more hours of off time.

No real progess as far as the comic goes. It's probably gonna end up being late.

Verizon is a total asshole. They're gonna fire all the union members. First off the list are the peole who have more then thier share of sick days. Thier file keeping isn't accrurate. My father just got top pay (900 a week), over the course of five years. They counted him as sick when it was supposed to be vacation days. Now I won't get to see him, and the x-box live communication is going to be set back. TOTAL FUCKING ASSHOLES AND COCKBITES! Thier service wasn't all that great either...

In other news, i'll now be taking up commisions at my school for art. I hope they agree to pay for perfectly good art. Jennifer was so annoying about it. I swear, she probably has a mental disorder. "FREEEEEEE!" was all I heard the whole day. I just hope they don't botch it or anything like that.

In the speed run, All I have to do is beat ridley. But I never have enough energy or ammo. Fail. I just hope I can finish it tomorrow in time for me to send it to my dad. I'm sure it'll cheer him up.

We had an explore test today. It'll baisically give you a list of jobs you would be best suited for considering your education goals. I almost got in trouble because of the intrest survey part. It looked like I was making a wavy pattern with the bubbles.

After that we had a volleyball game with the advisory classes. One of the cheers actually included: "Texas!" All: "SUCKS!" I was really glad that we got to waste a whole school day, but knowing my algebra teacher and his motivating 'you can do it' fairyness, he'd be giving out extra work. That's why I want to get sick. So that if I miss a day, the teachers know that they can't get any late work out of me. Except for ms.killgore of course. She made a sevie pee his pants. She don't scare me though. It's just the striking voice resembalace to my pre-therapy mother.

And uh, I'm still into the conflict of finding myself. I figured I came to nature for solitude, but all I got was more social challenges. I just want to go back to the city if I have to be social. Maybe I might actually find an intelligent person in there somewhere. But that's not an option right now. What will I do? I'll live in the shed in the backwoods for a while, if I can stand the huge spiders at night. I don't mind the slow ones, you can just pick them up and move them aside. I'm just freaked out by the fast ones that look like they've just eaten hammy the squirell. You know, the ones that will raise a fang to anything moving. I'll probably have to start a bamboo garden next summer if I can't find anything... those always remind a person of a past life of some sort...lurking in the shadows and such.