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I must be ill.


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I must be ill.

Posted 01-04-2009 at 10:47 PM by Lacy Hemsmire
I think I'm sick or something. In the past week I've gotten next to no sleep. I'm afraid to sleep, afraid my dad's going to die or something while I'm not there. I feel more comfortable in my floating, dreamlike world, where I'm sleepy and everything's all fuzzy-like.

Sure, I've been drawing, and playing guitar, and I'm even about to go get my first truck tomorrow, but I just don't feel good. I feel like if I go to sleep I'll be alone, and I don't want that. I feel safe in the company of my art and don't want to let it go by sleeping. Art alone has kept me sane. Ugh.

/grumble
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Nate's Avatar
Sounds like you're suffering from Anxiety. This is a serious issue but one that certainly be helped. I think you should talk to a doctor or a counsellor. I'm sure even your parents will be able to help.
Posted 01-05-2009 at 01:43 AM by Nate

Lacy Hemsmire's Avatar
Yeaaaa can't afford that stuff. I'll get over it. xD
Posted 01-05-2009 at 08:30 AM by Lacy Hemsmire

Wings of Fire's Avatar
Talk to a friend, it's what I do.
Posted 01-05-2009 at 12:05 PM by Wings of Fire

"I can't afford it"

That's what my ex said, and she is bat-shit insane and ridden with anxiety disorders, like to the point of having seizing and choking fits. I would spring for it. Also, school counselors are free. Nudge nudge.

Or yeah, at the very least talk to SOMEBODY about it. And possibly write it down; whenever I'm freaking out I write shit in my sketchbook and end up feeling 40 times better.
Posted 01-06-2009 at 08:56 AM by Kimon

 

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