I am drunk and stoned

Drunk and stoned enough to post this blog twice.

Thankfully, I've finally worked out how to delete Nepsotic's blogs.

Weird how you only figured out how to delete mine.

I deleted two blogs last night. Not just yours. Don't just be such a persecuted nonny.

Oh. I only pressed the button once. Must be a glitch.

Did the other copy have comments? Because I never got around to reading them.

Edit: How come that fucking works.

I had to post a whole lotta garbage but at least it lets me edit. I actually had a post I wanted to make but I forgot.

Eh? No I was just making a silly joke because you said "I've finally worked out how to delete Nepsotic's blogs."

No, of course not. How evil/incompetent do you think I am?

Unfortunately it's gotten to the point where it's difficult to tell when you're making a silly joke and when you're genuinely annoyed by everything ever.

I'm always taking the piss, though. At no point have I been geniunely annoyed by anything on this forum, yet everyone keeps assuming I am? I'm the biggest sarcastic fuck on here and every single time people don't see it.

I want to hear details!

This blog was disappointing.

Kudos for getting drunk and stoned though. Nice.

I guess the significant thing is that I actually asked. I always thought I'd try weed just because everyone else was doing it, but in the end a couple of my friends were getting some out and I was like "Cool, can I try some? I trust you guys and I'm kind of neurotic so I'd like to give it a go." I think in recent years it's just become a much less controversial thing, so I didn't really give it any more thought than trying a new brand of soup or something. We were already kind of drunk by this point, though (I'd had two bottles of Bulmer's or Magner's or something), so maybe I'd have worried about it more sober. I don't know.

At any rate, we went for a walk/stagger up a hill, my friend rolled me a ciggy because apparently it was something I should do first, and I explained that I'd never smoked so she'd have to teach me so I didn't drop it or something. She did that (Non-burning end between the fingers, suck on the end, hold the smoke, inhale from your mouth into you lungs, pause, open your mouth and exhale), then I did those things, which were relievingly easy (I barely coughed at all). The nicotine made me feel a bit floaty. Then we sat on a rock and did the same thing with some pot (rolled up with some baccy). Then we walked back to the house and drank some more.

It wasn't really that dramatic. I felt relaxed, but not in any way distinct from the alcohol. I guess I felt kind of beside myself, like I was spectating my actions rather than actually doing them, but it was mild at most. Oh, and my feet felt kind of tingly, but then my friend was sitting on them at the time. Other than that, it was just a vague sensation of lightness, comfort and stresslessness. It was nice.

The only notable moment was when there were two identical bottles of Kopparberg next to me; my friend reached for the one closer to me and I said:

"Dude, that one's mine."
"... They're both the same."
"Yeah, but that one's mine. It's in my space. It's mine."
"Is this what you're like when you're stoned?"
"Possibly."

This year I learned that I am good at drugs. I keep a level head. I guess all that neurotic self-analysis has some uses.

Yeah, weed's pretty relaxing, and fun. I usually smoke a bowl or two at night while watching tv with Steph, who is finally smoking pot with me again, thank fuck. She turned me back into a pot head, and then quit smoking because she was drinking more, and then I forced her to quit drinking altogether because she became a raging alcoholic, and now we're back to smoking a bit of pot at night again. I prefer this. A lot. I love her, but, ummmm, she's kind of a mean and shitty drunk.

First time for me was kinda underwhelming. Not sure exactly if that's how you felt, I mean we all get some degree of chillness, but it seems like you didn't get that full-on "I'm stoned dude let's sit back and jam Floyd" experience. The drunkenness can kinda dilute a weed high, too, so there's that.

I guess what I'm trying to say is DO IT AGAIN

FOREVER

I have neither any objection to trying it again nor any pressing desire to do so. I'll smoke it if it's free and I feel safe around the people there.

I'm at art college, though, so it's pretty much inevitable.