The same but worse

Yeah... SAD, man. I spent the last month and a half in a state of near weeping, and inability to smile. And I just keep thinking, "Aren't I marrying the woman I love in a couple of months? Aren't we making plans to have a baby?" All things that not just should make me happy, but do make me happy, and yet, there I am, lying in a puddle of depression.

Fuck winter in the face.

We had some new members, DrSasukeichida; who was banned quicker then you can say "10 year old posting shit tons of blogs and shouldn't be allowed on a forum"

And Violet Void, who is having a romantic relationship with a Thesaurus and posts like there living in the fucking middle ages. Everyone is convinced it's Gishygleb.

Apart from that... People are moaning about how there isn't any news about New N Tasty on PC yet. And all interest of the game has apparently disappeared.

And yeah Winter sucks, Fuck winter.

At least we past the worst of the winter doom and gloom on the 21st. I go to work in the dark and go home in the dark and that makes me literally not want to get up in the mornings. But we power through I guess.

But yeah, I'm moving to Zimbabwe where the days and nights are consistent.

OANST I have been vaguely following your relationship progress on facebook and I just need to say that after everything you've been through I felt so happy for you that I nearly cried like twice. I hope everything goes roughly and badly planned enough to be an exciting memory to tell the grandkids but smooth enough to not make you lose your sanity.

Also I want OWI to be succesful and New N Tasty to sell lots because Wil works there and I like Wil. Oddworld is pretty cool too I guess.

Thanks, man. I know I tend to over do it occasionally on Facebook, but it's just so hard not to when every time she walks into the room it's like someone turned the light on, and I'm like "Really? This is my life now? I get to be happy? Like, really happy? The fuck?"

So, yeah. Thank you for the good feelings. I hope everyone gets to experience this in their lives. I almost feel ashamed talking about it, because it's just such an insane stroke of luck that she fell into my lap like she did.

It's long over due good luck, mate.

WoF: *hug*

OANST: Have you considered getting a sun lamp?

WoF: *hug again*

The physician I went to see genuinely suggested me going to the northern hemisphere for my winter to see how I do. I don't have a diagnosis still, but SAD is something that we'll know to look at if things go downhill for me again this year. Just be thankful you aren't in Australia, where the summers are so oppressively hot that you literally lay around with air coolers on from 8am to 7pm because it's almost 30 Celsius inside.

But yeah health is a bitch

I'm actually pretty happy you fucks

MERRY CHRISTMAS