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Posted 11-21-2014 at 11:01 AM by Slog Bait
I was never really big on discussing personal life etc in public so it took a lot of convincing myself to start writing this much less post it. This will likely be the last time for a really long time, if ever again.

Got a job, but numerous complications are getting in the way and I'm worried I won't be able to keep it for more than a month if even that

Laptop is a heap of scraps that turns on once in a blue moon and isn't even worth the time and money to fix

All but one of my friends are falling apart and I'm not even sure if my efforts to help or show my support are making a difference. I'm worried shitless about all of them.

The cycle of abuse in my family is becoming too extreme for me to handle and I have no way out at this moment

Thanks for everyone that's shown concern or given me advice/wished me luck. I do appreciate it even if I don't show it in the moment.
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Slog Bait's Avatar
Also grats OANST. Really happy for you, man.
Posted 11-21-2014 at 11:01 AM by Slog Bait

OANST's Avatar
Thanks! And, um, GO TO SLEEP
Posted 11-21-2014 at 11:51 AM by OANST

Job McYossie's Avatar
Yay you're back.
Posted 11-21-2014 at 12:10 PM by Job McYossie

MeechMunchie's Avatar
Well, good luck with everything.

RED RED RED RED RED RED RED RED RED
Posted 11-21-2014 at 04:37 PM by MeechMunchie
Updated 11-21-2014 at 06:07 PM by MeechMunchie

MA's Avatar
By the style of your typing it seems like you're pissed off and depressed. Maybe I've got that completely wrong, but at least I care enough to notice and enquire how you are. You should remember that there are people here who care about you. Fuck that, I care how you are, just like I do with everyone here and it actually hurts me to see people distancing themselves from this place (and from me, indirectly) because I have fuck all else to remain in contact with and you people cheer me up with little details on your lives. But if you're all going to just fuck off without a word or leave behind nothing but a few cryptic clues then I won't bother trying to dispense advice and I won't bother coming here anymore because I'm beginning to find it too painful now for the reasons I've already stated. I can't believe I'm saying this but I thinki care too much about you lot. You too, SB, even though I've only ever chatted with you online once for, like, about ten seconds.

Fuck you people.
Posted 11-21-2014 at 10:55 PM by MA

Slog Bait's Avatar
@McYossie
I come in influxes

@MM
HOW DOES SAUSAGES CATCH COMPUTER VIRUSS?
STRANGE LINKS!

@MA
MA you're rad, cool yer jets

Exhasperated is more the word here because I could live with all of that bar the family crap. My family is very abusive and always has been and lately it's become overbearing and on a mental level I've come to reject the notion some of these people are family at all. It's disgusting.

Also I never intentionally distance myself from this place. I always keep in contact with people who want me to stay in contact unless circumstance dictates otherwise. I have to consciously remind myself to check forums since they've never been my preferred method of communication.

hearts for MA being such a loving cunt <3 <3 <3
Posted 11-21-2014 at 11:26 PM by Slog Bait

 

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