As long as we abuse it, never gonna lose it, everything'll turn out fine

For the first time in about a year, I'm actually feeling pretty happy. There are a couple things I think might have to do with it.

• I'm not drinking as much
• My religious confidence is fading
• I have a hobby other than masturbating and I'm actually not bad at it
• I'm going to be seeing my dad for the first time in seven years
• I'm not really giving fucks as much as I used to
• I upgraded to a smartphone
• I'm getting nosebleeds at work
• I made a sandwich

I don't know if things are going to go up or down from here, but for the first time in a long while I'd be alright if things just sort of coasted from here on out.